Loss.

Well, this was a pretty rough weekend. We had two people pass away, one day apart. My uncles mom, she was really old and sweet. Me and grandma were about to go to the hospital to see her, she had just had surgery for a hernia, and they said she wasn't doing to well saturday. We got in the car and was about to pull out of the driveway, when we got the call that she passed. We decided we should let them calm down a little and get home before we go make sure my uncle and aunt were okay. So me, mamaw, and my cousins girlfriend went to chuck e cheese to see my baby cousin. Last night, we went to see my aunt and uncle, my other uncles girlfriend came out and told us that Gina, my cousin anthonys mom passed away. My cousin Cody came outside bawling his eyes out, he just lost his Grandma and Cousin, two people he was really close to. Anthony is in afghanistan, and nobody had told him about his mom yet, well Brittany wrote on his facebook wall telling him she was sorry for his loss, and destiny witherspoon made a facebook status saying to pray for ex husbands (my cousin allen) family they had lost two people. Anthony seen it and started freaking out on us asking what was going on, it was the saddest thing ever. He's over seas and nobody bothered to tell him. Pretty ridiculous if you ask me.

Exhausted :/

I'm completely exhausted. I got maybe 5 hours of sleep all together the past two night. I think I've decided I don't want to have kids, not for a realllyyyyyyyyy long time anyways. Yesterday at 4 in the morning, I had only been asleep for a hour, my friend Kayla's mom came in the room yelling telling her to wake up and come on, Kayla's son was having a seizure. His temperature got so high is caused him to go into convulsions (seizure pretty much). They rushed him to the ER then came back and got me and Destinee, his stomach was so hot it spoiled the milk he had drunk and he was puking up rotten milk practically. The ER doctor said it was normal for babies to have seizures from high fevers and sent him home with 101.0 temperature and some antibiotics. He got home, went to sleep, ate, played, and started getting hot again so he laid down and Kayla's mom laid him in the bed beside Kayla and put a cold rag on his head. He started twitching and staring off in space and just went blank, they took him back to the doctor and his temperature was back up to 104.0, the same as it was when he went to the ER. The doctor put him in the hospital, and they're waiting for his fever to come down. Poor thing, this is the second time he's been in the hospital since Christmas. I kept Kayla's little girl last night, she woke up happy and ready to play at about 6 this morning, after she kept me up all night. I'm super tired. :/ But I really hope lil mans okay.

About ME.

- Are you currently in a serious relationship? Yes

- What was your dream growing up? I always wanted to be a veterinarian. I loved Animals.  

- What talent do you wish you had? Hmm.. Not sure. Singing maybe? 

- If I bought you a drink what would it be? Mountain Dew. 

- Favorite vegetable? Carrots. 

- What was the last book you read? Probably, the last song or a walk to remember. Can't remember which one. 

- What zodiac sign are you? Capricorn 

- Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. Ears, & belly button, but it's almost grown up. 

- Worst Habit? Biting my nails, or getting on facebook EVERY TIME I'm bored. 

- If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? If i knew you, If not, then no. 

- What is your favorite sport? Basketball. 

- Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? Optimistic, I try to be happy and stay positive all the time. 

- What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Uhm , try to get out of there. 

- Worst thing to ever happen to you? My little brother getting sent off. 

- Tell me one weird fact about you. I don't really have any? 

- Do you have any pets? Yep, I got a puppy name Sally. 

- What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? Depending on who YOU are, if you're somebody I don't like, I'd tell you to leave. 

- Do you think clowns are cute or scary? Scary

- If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? I'd be smaller. 

- What color eyes do you have? Hazel.

- Ever been arrested? Nope, took to the police station, but never arrested.

- Bottle or can soda? Bottle. 

- If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? Go SHOPPING!!

- What's your favorite place to hang out? Don't really have one. 

- Do you believe in ghosts? Yes, they're scary. 

- Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Sleep. 

- Do you swear a lot? Sometimes, especially when I'm not around my grandma. 

- Biggest pet peeve? When you're in a room full of people, and everyone is practically yelling at each other when they're talking. 

- In one word, how would you describe yourself? Happy. 

- Do you believe/appreciate romance? Yes. 

- Favorite and least favorite food?

Favorite: Pizza; Least Favorite: Brocoli 

- Do you believe in God? Yes. 

Valentines Day

My valentines day was pretty great, I got to spend it with my bestfriend and my boyfriend. Me, Destinee, and our boyfriend went and seen the vow, and hung out in Paducah. He gave me Valentines present around midnight, right after Valentines Day started. I loved it. (: Oh and It was Hayli's Birthday. Happy late Birthday Loser.

My Grandma.

I want to dedicate this blog to my Grandma, nobody could ask for a better one. I've lived with her every since I can remember. She's always been there for me through everything. She spoils me so bad. That's what Grandmas are supposed to do though right? I know If I wanted to I could tell her anything. She's always supports me on my decisions, unless it's something I really shouldn't do. She's been there for me when my mom was too out of to be there for herself little lone her kids. I love my Grandma to death , I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world. She's the best. She's my Hero. (:

Florida..

So, I was kind of thinking about how much I miss summer, so If I moved to Florida I wouldn't have to miss it. So to fix this problem, me and Hayli have decided when we graduate. We're gonna buy a little Condo on the beach, party all day, party all night, well until we graduate college and have to grow up anyways. We're gonna be like a CLASSY version of jersey shore. We're gonna take actual showers and not "shore" showers, if you seen the last episode you would know would I'm talking about. Sad part is we have to wait two more years. :( it'll be quicker than we think though. :)

Momma #1 & Momma #2

I'm dedicating this blog to My two favorite moms, My real mom, and My aunt April, These two have been through a lot, most of this is personal, but they done a lot of things they shouldn't have, got in trouble, and now they're straightening their life out, and getting on the right path. Drug court is a miracle worker. It's crazy seeing these two like they are now, especially my mom. She's a lot more healthy, grouchy but healthy. She cares a lot more about things now. I'm so proud of them, they inspire me. This shows me that no matter how hard, you can do anything if you really want to do it , and you set your mind to it. They're my heroes and I love them to death :)

Random things...

So this weekend is gonna be GREATTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! I'm ready to see my boyfriend, I miss his dumb butt! He's amazing :) I reallyyy don't know what to write this blog about. Hayli's sitting beside be like a tard trying to count her words. Oh and I got a new bestfriend, it's pretty great I can tell  him anything, and he understands, because he's been through the same things. My big brother is getting married in June, I'm excited because he said I could hold the doors. hahaha but he was just kidding,  he's marrying his baby's momma. He has the cutest baby in the world. Her name is Jersey Ray. My little brother had court wednesday, he gets to stay in the place that he's at, and hopefully gets to live wtih our mom when he gets out, they say he might get out in May-July. I just hope he's good and gets to come, because we all miss him!