Christmas Break..

I'm super hyped for Christmas Break, I get to see my big brother, who's home from afghan!!! Get to redo my room, Me, Kayla, Destinee, & maybe Kaylynn are having a HUGE birthday party together, and my BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY!!! WOOHHOOOOO!!! & CHRISTMAS!!!  I'm so ready to be able to drive, well legally. I'm a pretty good driver s everybody will be okay. Oh & right after chrismas break, I'm getting a CAR! :)))))) Me & Kayla are suppose to take a roadtrip this summer, we'll see how that goes... lost in the middle of nowhere, with no phone signal. That'd be my luck, we haven't figured out where we wanna go yet, but it's gonna be somewhere great!!! :) I loveeeeee my bestfriend!! Haha.

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Does everyone have to be so grumpy all the time?? I mean come on lighten up a little bit, you're not the only one who doesn' t want to be here. Don't complain about people being in a bad mood, when you make them that way. Chill out a little bit! People make me SOOOOOO mad!!!! Buuuut enough with the complaining now. I also had a pretty great weekend, went home Friday, slept all day, went to paducah Saturday got a bunch of stuff, went to Princeton Sunday, ate some Chinease, got some more stuff, went to Princeton Monday, got more stuff.. :) Ahhh I love getting stufffff!!!!

Drama. Drama. Drama!!!!!!

Soooo, all  this drama is really starting to get old. I'm tired of hearing about other peoples drama, i have none, & don't want yours. We're in highschool now, grow up a little bit and confront somebody to their face. Dom't sit there and act like youre hard around your friends, when in reality you won't even ask the person about it, instead you get your friends to pick on the people. It's your fight, fight it on your own! Why can't people just let stuff go, if you don't like the person, then don't talk to them, but don't go around telling on them for stupid petty stuff, or have your friends harass them! Gosh it's pathetic!!!!!!! Glad I don't have any drama... YET! Geeeez!

Brother...

So. Yesterday around 4:30am we found out that my brother escaped from the group home he was in with two other boys, around 3 that after noon. my mom called to tell us they found them......SHOPLIFTING!! At a grocery store!! Smhhh!! They also think they broke into a house sometime Sunday night after escaping. My little brother in my world, and I love him to death, and would do anything in the world for him. He neeeds to straighten up though, It's a shame to have such a bad record at such a young age! :/

Friends....... :)

Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

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Back together, happier then ever. We never should have been apart, but now i have this feeling in my heart. That feeling I get when we're on the phone. Happiness inside, a smile on the out, I just wish things could have taken another route. But now I'm happy all the time, never sad, but I have to admit what you did still kinda makes me mad. But I can tell this was meant to be, I can feel it inside. I get this feeling that I just can't hide. Now all I have to do is get my mom to approve, but little does she know all you've done has improved. You're a little bit sweeter, & a little bit kinder. I tell her all the time just as a reminder. But the past is the past THEN I was upset, but now all I have to do is forgive & forget!

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Take a chance and never let go. Risk everything, lose nothing. Don’t worry about anything anymore. Cry in the rain and speak out loud. Say what you want and love who you desire. Be yourself and not what others want to see. Never blame anyone else if you get hurt because you took the risk and decided who was worth the while! <3

Ugh!

Okay, I'm only writing this post because Ms. Harness says I have to have four.. SO here it  is! :)

Weekend.

Sooooo.... Today's FRIDAY!! Wohhooooo :).... I'm probably just gonna go to talon falls....again!! It was okay... but not the greatestt! Buuuuut that's it...

Love!

When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...

Had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever, now you’re in the corner tryin’ to put it together, How to love!- Lilwayne <3